Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Sometimes... I wish I wouldnt have gone back to school...

As my title of this post says... Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have gone back to school. Right now I am supposed to working on my Discussion posts that are due tonight. But I am absolutely annoyed and frustrated and stressed out.

This weekend was a four day and while some of it was good... some was bad...

I got some stuff done for the FRG, got our two bookshelves together, Nick built a toy box and I stained it mostly (just waiting to clear coat it and then we can put it in the kiddos play room), then while at my neighbors house I was running around in the back yard and hit the cement piece that under the water drain and did like a front flip? Yea hit a patch of slick dirt with my left flip flop and then it broke and I hit the cement piece with my right foot and went flying... So now I have a deep bruise on my right foot. Luckily its not all that noticeable but if someone actually looked at my foot they could see the greenish blue tint... then yesterday the hubs got 3 nerves burned in his back to hopefully reduce the pain he has, Today I found out that my midterm grade wasnt very good. (C+ :'( but I will admit that I didnt study as much as I should have), Went to a playdate which was going very well into a freakish thunderstorm came through, Kaitlynn has had a bad attitude and is really whiny and going through a back talking fit, and I really dont want to do my homework. I guess my midterm grade really discouraged me on the whole school thing. (This happens whenever I get a low grade... I know I should just work harder but grr). I know what I did wrong with it, but still puts me in a bad mood.

I should have had my degree by now. But I have taken a couple breaks, messed up some and didnt care on other parts. I will admit I have been to 4 different colleges. The first two I messed up and had issues with two pregnancies, two babies, two deployments and 3 different moves. I have been in school on and off for about 4 years. If you look at the time I was actually in school it equals about 2 years. I was two classes away from having my Associates in Accounting when I decided to switch to DeVry to get my Bachelor's instead... TWO CLASSES!!! So now I am working on my Bachelor's and hopefully will get my degree soon so I can work... I miss working a lot sometimes. I passed my last two classes (my first ones with DeVry) both with As and right now I have a low B in Economics and an A in spreadsheets. Im hoping Economics starts to click in my head here soon. AHHH!

Jeez... Ive been trying to write this post for the past two hours and have been getting sidetracked with the kiddos, phone calls, and homework...

Hope everyone is having a good day!

Aubrey